You're Beautiful

It will, and needs to be....

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

Eternal Flame

"Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?"

Vanilla Sky

"Every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around."  

"I'll see you in another life when we are both cats."

最後一根稻草

今天我抓到一個騙子

他騙我獅子的幸福就在尾巴上
他騙我世事難料要珍惜每一天
他騙我努力付出就會遇見快樂

我戳破了他得以一窺真相....



現在, 有誰可以再來騙我嗎?

WHY SO SERIOUS?

自己竟然可以容忍到這樣的程度, 這樣的藉口與理直氣壯

what i hold for? what's the reason to me? what's i really want? i should start it, right?

i CAN'T TRUST it anymore... it's over...

生命中最美味的東西

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走進懷念中的小店, 點了盤年輕貧窮時候, 夢寐以求的炒田螺與一小杯米酒, 我滿懷期待的吃了一口..  

"天啊, 怎麼這麼難吃!"

趁老闆不注意的時候偷偷倒給旁邊的狗吃掉..

原來, 生命中最美味的東西, 是一種情感, 是一個記憶....

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我在哪?

凌晨肚子痛到很昏沉, 躺在床上...........


回到了台北辦公室, 低著頭整理著等會要帶到蘇州的東西, 等一下還想回家看老爸老媽~

去找某個人道別, 問了我一句  " 嗯? 你怎麼可以從蘇州回來這裡? "

是啊! 我怎麼一點搭飛機回來的印象都沒有? 怎麼一醒來就在位置上? 小披哪有可能讓我回來一趟再過去.............

轉頭跑回自己座位, 剛剛才收空空的桌面放滿了從來沒有看過的物品, 位置上早已坐著一個我不認識的人, 辦公室的人忽然都用疑惑的眼神看著我..........


" 你是誰 ?????? "
 

一個令我恐懼的念頭浮現上來!!!

我剛剛不是肚子痛躺在竺園床上休息嗎? 為什麼我在這? 為什麼可以忽然回到這裡? 為什麼我要回來打包? 為什麼我這麼想見到某些人?為什麼大家都不認識我位置也被別人占走?

我逃出辦公室, 我想回家! 可是我怕! 怕面對我猜測的事實...........



腳步停下想了想, 

嗯! 一定是這樣! 我不斷打著自己的臉頰.......不痛! 但我打了好久卻沒有醒來!!

快醒來啊!!!!!!!!! 我幾乎哭了出來...............







用力眼睛張開看見宿舍天花板.......

心情很複雜.....